The car's door opens briskly. She slides her legs in the passenger seat next to me. Her short navy skirt contrasts her thin white legs. My eyes wander around her fair skin to her calf high boots. Black boots. Certainly not cow leather, perhaps lamb. The car door slams shut, I push the pedal. Haven't … Continue reading Car Ride
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Surrealistic Calms
I’m calming myself in the windy storm. There’s no more mud on the floor, it has turned into sand. Gravity is challenging me. The warm light is somewhere there; through my closed eyes I can feel the Sun. I’ve been in a similar place before but have never quite felt this secure. My toes touch … Continue reading Surrealistic Calms
That Memory Dancing
The moon lits up the whole terrace. There's something magical about waking up at night, stepping out into the winter cold, listening to the city silence, growing a tobacco cigarette and thinking of that same old same old piece of writing wrapped up in your wollen jacket pocket. You look at the ink on the … Continue reading That Memory Dancing
You Can’t Tame a Wild One
It's difficult to tame a wild one. They all want one, until they actually have one. Then it blows up in their faces. You simply can't tame the one thing that is too afraid to be caged. It will kick and scream, yell and spit, punch and hit you, right where it hurts. Whatever needs … Continue reading You Can’t Tame a Wild One
What Actual Travelling Feels Like
This is what a real traveller feels like: Homeless. Without home. Not the place where you were born, not the place where you are now. And the sound of music that you float on exists of a million different cultural pieces from now on. Travelling as a word has become a trend these days. But … Continue reading What Actual Travelling Feels Like
At The Wedding, Planning.
I'm at a wedding, once again. A woman I've never seen before approaches me. She's wearing a fashionable dress, with red painted toe nails in high Armani heels. 'No boyfriend?', she curiously asks. As if it matters. Yet another soul who doesn't understand independency. But I know why she has one. I can understand. … Continue reading At The Wedding, Planning.
Feelings
I took a chance to build a world of mine. Is what she thought. It didn't work out. And now there's just feelings. Everywhere. Who can stand them. Feelings. I came to break the wall that rose around you. Is what he said. To see the land of all. Which land, she said, there is … Continue reading Feelings
Normality
Of course I gotta review the best video ever made. Why the best? Well, for starters, the song kicks ass. Say what you want, but good songs just sound good. To anyone. Specifically if you like contrasts. The sort of musical mood swings some might call manic depression, put on record. Lyrics? Pretty vague, … Continue reading Normality
Have a Cup of Dream
Holding back on gravity: It makes you dream. Live, eat, cry. Makes you want to move. Laugh, dance, try. Have a cup o' dream. Oh, I mean, tea. Have a cup o' tea. Throw around the fantasy. Non-existing colours, rainbows, sands and trees. I feel ... alone and free. This is my photography. Homemade is … Continue reading Have a Cup of Dream
My Jumps / Under My Coat
So we went to the mountains, right, all three of us. I love that place. "Quiet and alone." We brought the red whigs as usual, made us look like we were the same kind. But we felt different though. That’s how it is with stimuli, right, no one feels the way you feel. I can … Continue reading My Jumps / Under My Coat
The Critical Goose 