Fight Club But With Words

You treat me bad, you make me weep and more, ... you drive me mad. That's what my girlfriend says. And apparently she knows this place couples go to. It's a place somewhere underground called a "fight club". And couples go there for couple therapy. They punch each other with words in the comfort of … Continue reading Fight Club But With Words

Why Being Beautiful Sucks

Short story inspired by the music video of the song "Betty" by Degiheugi. There's something really fulfilling about acting as a day job. It can temporarily fool you that you too are worth something, worth some loving. Cause I too need someone to hold me, kiss me, on and on, just because of the package … Continue reading Why Being Beautiful Sucks

To be Vulnerable in Love

  This music video right here is probably the best cry out there for couples just getting to know each other, or just starting to be vulnerable around each other. You say you don't need to be a gentleman to me. Which is fine. It's even a compliment really. Because honestly, we all know I can … Continue reading To be Vulnerable in Love

Brace Yourself: Here Comes the Feeling

Inspired by music video: Until the Ribbon Breaks – Here Comes the Feeling   Sitting ducks on razorblades, just waiting to be swallowed by the soup. That’s how deep inner pain feels. Specifically the kind that keeps popping up. Like rejection. And you know exactly how it feels. So you’re mentally preparing to let it … Continue reading Brace Yourself: Here Comes the Feeling

Brain and Heart Kiss in Identity Crisis

Tomorrow I was nothing. But today is different. Yesterday I'll be. But today is different. You know that moment you're about to switch off your thinking gear? Ah, the Brain. The terrible master when in perfectionist-mode. The inspiring leader when in fuck off-mode. Tell me if it's me holding on and on to love what else is … Continue reading Brain and Heart Kiss in Identity Crisis

At The Wedding, Planning.

  I'm at a wedding, once again. A woman I've never seen before approaches me. She's wearing a fashionable dress, with red painted toe nails in high Armani heels. 'No boyfriend?', she curiously asks. As if it matters. Yet another soul who doesn't understand independency. But I know why she has one. I can understand. … Continue reading At The Wedding, Planning.

My Jumps / Under My Coat

 So we went to the mountains, right, all three of us. I love that place. "Quiet and alone." We brought the red whigs as usual, made us look like we were the same kind. But we felt different though. That’s how it is with stimuli, right, no one feels the way you feel. I can … Continue reading My Jumps / Under My Coat

Love, Deep Shit.

So you see this guy on a tiny chair tapping vigorously with his foot on a drum in the middle of snowy nowhere. "Lust or love. I don’t know what’s better." Said Bluebeard. Ah yes, the eternal dilemma of our love lives. Should one go for lust, or for love? "My head you turn, my … Continue reading Love, Deep Shit.